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Day Eighteen
Today and yesterday
have been very positive. So as the whole week! I have been very
focused on the future and how I can support my family. I started
working on the garden again and planting more plants that I am hoping
to sell in the future.
I have started some
new art projects and selling my unwanted clothes and other items on
Ebay. I also have some items that I am going to be dropping off at a
local charity store this week and cash of clothes.
I have started
collecting pine cones for my new project that I aim to get finish by
autumn 2017. I have stated to rethink my finances to try and save
some money each week so that I have some money for a “rainy day.”
I also heard from an
old friend and I was so happy to hear from them. It hard difficult
for me to think about my past and to talk to the people from it at
times due to the pain that it still carries. With the DWP trying to
push me back into work I know that I still am not ready to that that
due to not feeling safe to do so.
I find it so hard to
talk to people that I use to know and to even walk down certain
streets in my home town due to the painful memories that they carry.
It is so hard that I know that I need to move on, but how do I do
this when I still can not forget my past and would like to keep in
contact with people without the pain that it carries?
I will have to work
on this.
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